Saturday, September 29, 2012
[NB Before you read this section, it would be a good idea to look again at the diagram at the beginning of this series. If you click on it, it will enlarge. Phil Chong has reminded me that 'The diagram is here: MONDAY, JULY 23, 2012, Manchester Talk May 31, 2012
http://ravenwilderness.blogspot.co.uk/2012/07/manchester-talk-may-31-2012.html']
]
To cite another
example: the Cloud of Unknowing centres
on the word behold, which occurs
thirty-five times. The Cloud-author's
concern is that the reader not mistake lesser beholdings for the beholding, and to teach a method by which the seeker
may come to attentive receptivity to this beholding.[1]
The Cloud-author uses the word experience only once, to emphasize that what he is teaching is
rooted in the body. In the text it is situated in a double affirmative that
paradoxically reinforces an apophatic double negative. In spite of the Cloud-author's clarity, Walsh's translation in the Classics
of Western Spirituality uses the word behold only once, in a pejorative way, while at the same
time interpolating the word experience in its modern sense on 108 occasions, thus conveying the exact opposite meaning to what the Cloud-author intends. All of the other modern translations or paraphrases of
this text, without exception, are equally problematic.
Again, Grover Zinn interpolates the word experience
in the modern sense in his translation from the Latin of Richard of St Victor's
Mystical Ark, where in IV:23, for
example, in a discussion of the effects of excessus mentis, neither experientia nor experimentum occurs. Zinn translates 'Et quamvis inde aliquid in
memoria teneamus,' as 'and although we may retain in memory something from that
experience....' even though by
definition excessus mentis cannot
be an experience. This would better be translated as, 'although we may retain
some residual effect in memory'. From this example alone it is not difficult to
see that the term 'mystical experience' is nonsensical.
If, God forbid, I were forced to define the words mystic,
mystical, and mysticism, mystic
would simply be someone who has committed to re-centering their life in the
deep mind, no matter what the cost; mystical would refer to beholding, when self-consciousness is
effaced, and the effects that irrupt within beholding from the deep mind—which
definition would exclude all
interpretation, experience and phenomena, such as visions; and mysticism would refer to the effort, process, and effects of living the absolute primacy of re-centering in the deep
mind so that one's daily life is informed by continual beholding. To return to
my earlier definition: mysticism is living the ordinary through transfigured
perception.[2]
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Apologies
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Sunday, September 23, 2012
XII Manchester Talk May 31, 2012
Gerson, for
example, understood annihilation as the
suspension of self-consciousness, or excessus mentis as it is referred to in many medieval texts. If
there is excessus there can be no
mentis, no experience, no interpretation or classification; thus the
logical absurdity of the visionary's claim. The suspension of
self-consciousness can be known only by its effects, in retrospect, for example, by the realisation that time has passed unawares, or by
the unexpected return of the lost word to the tip of the tongue. Experience can refer only to the interpretation of
these effects; or, at the most,
an oblique perception of the event horizon where self-consciousness
disappeared. In terms of the diagram, what a contemplative might name the
activity of the Spirit, represented on the right side (deep mind), is not and cannot be experience because it is hidden in the part of the mind that is not
directly available to self-consciousness, but that can only be influenced by
self-consciousness—hence the importance of intention. The Spirit's activities
in the deep mind rather irrupt into the liminal as effects, sometimes
life-changing effects, where they are then interpreted by the self-conscious,
conceptual mind, as experience.
The misunderstanding by modern scholars of Gerson's
famous definition of mystical theology is an example of how texts are adversely
affected when a Cartesian methodology is applied to a text that is developed on
the assumption of two epistemologies, when there is no theoretical or practical
knowledge of the dynamics of the work of silence. For example, one scholar
translates it in this way: 'Mystical theology is an experiential [in the
modern sense] knowledge of God that comes through the embrace of unitive love'.[1]
What here has been translated as experiential should in fact be experimental, which is in any event closer to the Latin (theologia
mystica est cognitio experimentalis habita de deo per amoris unitivi
complexum (emphasis mine)).
Modern
interpreters have a tendency to seize upon and isolate the first half of the
definition—when it is in fact the second and consequent phase of the process Gerson is describing. His definition
has three parts. First there is
the engagement with divine love, which is apophatic; then there is experimental knowledge, which is
interpretation in retrospect of
the traces, the effects, which the apophatic engagement leaves. And finally,
entailed in Gerson's definition—as the Cloud-author and others note—is the relinquishing
all claims to experience.
Friday, September 21, 2012
One More Thing
Penny, no one can 'lead' you to anything. Each person must find his or her own way. We are all wayfarers, and each of us is unique in the context we come from and the manifestation of the Way in each of us. We can do little more than call one another's attention to pitfalls and illusions or delusions and encourage one another in hope.
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Comment Worth Foregrounding
Penny Warren wrote:
I am
fascinated by your writing and appreciate all you have to say about silence,
but I am disturbed by the angst within your writing. I find myself led into a
fiery silence that is almost an end in itself instead of an opening into the
beauty of God. And yet I understand from Writing the Icon of the Heart that
beholding God, holding in love His being, is what you are wanting to lead us
to.
It is rather
God first loves us and holds us in being; we would not be aware of ‘holding’ in love His being;
it is rather that he in his generosity allows us to hold him in being by sharing his nature
with us. It is already within us, but that shared nature is at work in us most optimally when we seek to
the beholding.
In what
you write it sounds as though there is a concept in your mind about what
beholding ought to be and what it ought to feel like, that there are parts of
us—such as ‘fiery silence’— that are inappropriate.
It
is a wrong idea of beholding to think that we are required to eliminate the
normal emotional range or, for that matter, any part of our humanity. Certainly the preponderance of one emotion or
another will change with beholding. But we have to remember that there is
certainly a role—as we see in the life of Jesus in the gospels—for what you
call ‘fiery silence’: think of the money-changers in the temple (which wasn’t
so silent). And wasn’t there something about ‘I am come to bring fire to the
earth’? Didn’t he weep over Jerusalem and sweat drops of blood? Beholding is
not an escape from our humanity or its angst but rather its transfiguration.
‘What is not assumed is not redeemed’, as the ancient writers put it; it is
precisely through our wounds that we come to beholding.
When I see the institutional churches
unnecessarily committing suicide, and the ecology falling apart, angst is not
inappropriate. The present Manchester paper was given to an audience of mostly
clergy (a theological society). As clergy are often impervious, it's necessary
to add a little of what a Buddhist retreat master friend of mine calls
"vajra anger"—do you know the ceremonial Tibetan knives? With such audiences, there is often need for a polemical edge, but out of compassion, not revenge. Being nicey-nice
to such an audience only makes them think you're patting them on the back!
In
a ‘fiery silence’ maybe some of the dross gets burnt up and the phoenix rises?
Isn’t there an image in Isaiah about the refiner’s fire? Isn’t, perhaps, the
‘fiery silence’ necessary before we can behold the beauty of the Lord?
Certainly a lot of clergy and the institutional church make seeking to the
beholding opaque, if not impossible.
I am not suggesting a Savonarola
solution; but the accumulated junk, not the beauty, certainly should be thrown
on the fire. Richard Holloway sums it up in Leaving
Alexandria when he suggests that the church has exchanged poetry for
packaging. He says far more in this phrase than perhaps he realized.
We need to
remind ourselves that the beholding we have leads not to curling up in cosy
silence with God and forgetting about everyone else in a kind of ‘spiritual’
catatonia [this is Bridget of Sweden's attitude, and Gerson was correct in opposing her canonisation], but demands rather that we return with the 'vision' to the
community. Beholding gives us a more solid base from which to exercise a
critique, and, in a sense, it is an obligation.
This understanding is in the
earliest ritual of the First Temple (see Margaret Barker's work). It is also in Bernard’s sermon 41 on the Canticle, and in the hermit
Anthony’s aphorism, that even, or rather, especially, in solitude, and
overflowing from solitude, ‘Your life and your death are with your neighbour’ and in many other places—in the Buddhist ox-herding tale, for example.
‘Fiery
angst’ is evident in God's exasperation because of the people's refusals: first
of all, to behold, which is all God requires, and for which a bloodbath of
livestock is a poor, if not negating, substitute; and second, because they miss out on the divine banquet
on offer because they long for the onions and garlics and quails...
in other
words, they substitute their own very linear, small, and material ideas of the
good life for the vast love that God wishes to give them.
Translating this to
our day it would be celebrities, Cartier, Chanel, a rave, a club, or even a Big
Mac that people want, desperately inadequate substitutes for the simplicity of God which,
if engaged, relegates all of these desires and ideas of ‘fulfillment’ to the dustbin
from their sheer irrelevance to the reality.
We need to
keep in mind several aspects of beholding.
First, it
is not a ‘state’; part of the problem with trying to write about something like
the workings of the mind that are holistic and dynamic and outflowing is that
words themselves are self-reflexive, linear, and can only make constructs. In
fact, the mind works on many levels at once—even the word ‘levels’ is too
static. The mind is polyvalent, and its workings polysemous. Beholding is not a
vending machine: one does not do not do such and such so that beholding will be
burped into one's hand. This is the key message of Philippians 2:5-11: you have to
give up attachment to everything in your linear mind so that you can open to
beholding.
Second,
beholding happens out of our sight. You could never tell if a person is beholding,
but you might sense if they were
living from a well-spring of beholding, only you might not think anything more
than this is a person you want to spend more time with. Beholding is a gift; it
is a way of being in the world. We might sense an instance where the effects of beholding are expressed in
liminality, which we then interpret as ‘experience’ but beholding is not something
we can be aware of directly precisely because it opens on the deep mind. The
closest we can come to an ‘experience’ of beholding is to read poetry, but not
all poetry. See Jane Hirshfield’s Nine
Gates: Entering the Mind of Poetry. Poetry acts as a conduit between
self-conscious mind and deep mind because it is drawing on and continually
referring to deep mind for the resonances expressed in words.
Third, the
more one ‘seeks to the beholding’, in Julian’s words, through intention and
vigilance, the more beholding becomes the hidden referent, the fountain from
which we draw the energy for our daily lives. If we try continually to seek to
the beholding—not a ‘state’ or a ‘technique’ but as a way of being in the
world, of a deep inner opening and detachment—then gradually we will be
re-centred—we cannot re-centre ourselves.
It is a gift, something that takes place gradually. Meditation can help, but it
is only one small and very minor step in a much larger programme, which is a way of
being in the world. And the ways to beholding are as many as there are people.
Perhaps an
analogy is that of tsimtsum, the
Lurian kabbalistic myth of creation in which God, because he fills every
available space, has to contract, as it were, so there can be a space for
creation. We might think of beholding as a reciprocal tsimtsum: by intention and the practice of detachment (especially
from our own ideas and even more especially our ideas about the so-called
spiritual life, and about God), we make a space where God can be present and
work in us, out of our sight. This is, perhaps, a form of tikun, which is the repairing of the damage to the shattered light
of God and the destructiveness in the world which we have effected by insisting on the very limited and un-sounded (in the sense of poetry above) ideas and perspectives of the linear mind.
This
re-centring is cumulative: usually it takes a long time before people realise
that they are trying too hard to impose their own ideas on what ‘should’ be
‘happening’ in their ‘spiritual life’ and relax and let God do the work out of
sight, while simply being vigilant to the intention [one can begin, if necessary, with wanting to want to intend—see The Fountain and the Furnace] of opening to the deep mind and detachment
from their own ideas, an attentive receptivity at the deepest level. This is
the reality of faith. As one desert father said, ‘The purpose of our ascesis is
to fail.’
There is an
ethics entailed in all of this: respect for the other, whether sentient or not,
a welcoming space for whatever one encounters; turning from interior noise
whenever one becomes aware of it; vulnerability; opening the heart to
compassion, generosity, and so forth. But also a willingness to do what is
necessary, at whatever risk to oneself, to discern and to appropriately stand up for the downtrodden, expose injustice, and
so forth. And some of that risk is the willingness to get it wrong.
These are
also effects of beholding. Gradually
the person realises that he or she is beheld,
not from any ‘experience’ but from the tenor of his or her entire life which
has opened, or made space, for God to work out of sight. And at this realisation,
she or he will, without trying to hold on or sustain any particular
‘experience', do anything to sustain life in this particular tuning. Outsiders
might think of such a person as living an ‘ascetical’ life but it is rather
doing whatever is required to keep the interior harmony, to ‘walk in beauty’ as
the Athabascan and Navajo people say. Such ‘ascesis’ is not noticed as such by
the beholder/beheld; it is part of the ordinary melody of a perfectly ordinary
life—ordinary in the Orthodox sense, a life transfigured from hallucination to
reality.
We tend to
get ourselves all twisted up trying to reproduce what we fantasize is meant by
‘beholding’ or other words such as ‘contemplation’ or even ‘love’. We seem to
want, at least in the beginning, something exotic, something other that we are,
ranging from ridiculous behaviours to ridiculous clothing, to ridiculous
attitudes. Far too many people get stuck here. Perhaps the biggest ‘ascesis’ is
to accept what we think (and perhaps secretly despise) is ordinary, but which
is anything but if one’s perception has been transfigured by beholding.
To seek to
the beholding is so simple: perseverance in simplicity and ordinariness is the
difficulty. As St Paul says, beholding is always ‘more than we can ask or
imagine’. To have the deep interior attitude/intention of openness, receptive
responsiveness, attentive receptivity, is all that is required.
God does
the rest.
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
XI Manchester Talk May 31, 2012
The decline of the
work of silence and its beholding has made way for the rise of the mis-use of
the word experience. The ancient,
patristic, and medieval meaning of the word as experiment (experimentum, experientia) recognises
that experience is an interpretation, always provisional, to be submitted and
resubmitted to deep mind in the light of scripture, silence and the wisdom of
the elders. This notion of experience stands directly in opposition to the
subjective, solipsistic and self-authenticating meaning this word began to
acquire at the end of the fourteenth century, when Walter Hilton redefined the
language of contemplation.[1]
A century later, Gerson becomes acutely aware of the dangers of this shift in
meaning: he tells us that a visionary told him that in contemplation her mind
had been annihilated and created anew. 'How do you know?' he asked. 'I
experienced it,' she replied. 'The logical absurdity of this reply,' remarks Bernard McGinn, 'had
sufficed him to prove the reprehensible nature of [her] fantasies.'[2]
But
in spite of Gerson's best efforts, the modern, self-autheticating model of
experience had not only won the day, it had become materialised. The Council of
Constance insisted on exterior observance at the expense of life in God with
catastrophic consequences for those monks, and especially nuns, who were
genuinely intent on their life in God. For example, Aljit Bake rediscovered the
work of silence on her own and introduced it to the Sisters of the Common Life,
whose numbers swelled in a very short time from nine members to over a hundred.
The sisters' male watchdogs, appalled by the positive changes they saw in the
nuns, removed Aljit as Prioress and drove her into exile, where she quickly
died. They instituted draconian measures. John van Engen tells us that '[the
following resolution was made at the] Windesheim General Chapter [of]
1455: No nun or sister of whatever status should copy books containing
philosophical teachings or revelations, either themselves or by way of others,
whether compositions of their own (ex sua propria mente) or of other Sisters, and this on pain of
imprisonment. If someone hears of or sees such books, he should cast them into
the fire; nor should anyone presume to translate such books from Latin into
Dutch.'
Little more than
half a century later Luther, now trapped in his own self-consciousness, finding
no one who could help him, further altered the theology of contemplation. He
declared experience, in its solipistic
mode, to be the basis for theology; he intellectualised life in God. The irony
is that both Luther and his followers, and their opponents in the
Counter-Reformation movement are by this time locked together in the smoke and
mirrors of the self-conscious mode. We should remember that Descartes was
educated by Jesuits; it could be said that his angelism was an inevitable
consequence of the loss of the work of silence.
The modern sense
of the word experience has now had five
centuries to acquire weight and influence; in recent times it has suffered
especially from the tainted nuances visited upon it by the paranormal
preoccupations of William James and the pathologies of Thomas Merton. The
logical absurdity that made such an impression on Gerson is not so obvious to
twenty-first century readers.
[2] Bernard McGinn,
'"Evil-Sounding, Rash, and Suspect of Heresy": Tensions Between
Mysticism and Magisterium in the History of the Church', The Catholic
Historical Review, Vol. xc, April 2004, No. 2, pp. 193-212, p. 211;
Gerson, Epistle 26, April-June, 1408, Haec tandem dixit et scribi jussit
quod spiritus suus comtemplando Deum fuerat annihilatus vera annihilatione,
dehinc recreatus. Et dum quaereretur qualiter hoc scire potuerat, respondebat
se expertam. Jean Gerson, Oeuvres
complètes, Introduction,
texte et notes par Mgr [Palémon] Glorieux (Paris, 1960), vol. 2,
p. 98.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
X Manchester Talk May 31, 2012
'Beholding is embodied; it opens on the deep mind where incarnation,
transfiguration, and resurrection are rapt into one, where the truth of the
self unfolds out of our sight. The body signals beholding by the orans gesture. To behold entails a reciprocal holding in
being. God the creator of all, God
who is beyond being, consents to have his creatures hold him in being in time
and space, even as God is holding them in time and eternity [...] This notion
of exchange is intrinsic to beholding, even extending to and including sin,
which is a function of self-consciousness alone, and which is less possible to
commit as the centre of the person is shifted from the feedback loop of
self-consciousness to self-forgetful immersion in the free upwelling from the
deep mind'.[1] It is no
accident that Irenaeus sums up this reciprocity when he says, 'The glory of God
is the human being fully alive, and the glory of the human being is beholding
God." Behold signals
shifting perspective, the suspension of the analytic faculty, the holding
together or even the conflating of radically different points of view. Beholding
differs from mindfulness in that mindfulness is a deliberate practice.
Mindfulness can open a person to beholding, but beholding is itself a
gift—which is why Julian asks us to 'seek to the beholding'.[2]
The word behold is key to understanding the Christian tradition,
especially patristic and medieval texts. Their authors are soaked in the bible,
and when they use hinneh, idou or ecce,
they mean what the English word behold signifies with all its theological nuances and more. These authors
also use behold in the manner of
biblical authors to interrupt the narrative so that the mind's repetitive
interpretations will be shaken. Behold, a virgin shall conceive: it is in the beholding that conception takes place;
the rest of the sentence is for those who do not behold. The major sins against
beholding confirm the behold
tradition. Until the high Middle Ages, the biblical inheritance prevails:
fornication refers to distraction from beholding, while pride means hanging
onto one's own ideas, refusing to yield them to the refiner's fire of the deep
mind.
In terms of the
diagram, behold lives in liminality at
the event-horizon. It is, as Buber notes, the opposite of experience; it does
not admit interpretation. Beholding
opens to the deep mind, which is inclusive, multidimensional and relational, in
sharp contrast to the self-conscious mind, which is linear, discriminatory and
hierarchical. We have nearly lost the word behold in Christian tradition, and with it the
understanding of the work of silence, the importance of the two epistemologies'
working together, and the primacy of re-centering in the deep mind.
The misinterpretation of
Christian texts through the lens of a Cartesian methodology has led to the
dehumanizing of Christian spirituality. Even in the wake of Vatican II, there
remains an inisistence on a Manichean, even sado-masochistic attitude towards
the body and the person—particularly regarding what is mis-pereceived as the
self—as the price of theosis. It
has exacerbated the idolatry of experience, and the heedless, witless
destruction of the natural world. Every aspect of western Christianity has
suffered, from biblical interpretation and translation, through theology of
every stripe; to ecclesiology, and most especially the degradation of liturgy, which
has been stripped of its primary purpose of opening the gate to the deep mind
where the shared nature of divine and human is realised. In the inimitable
words of Richard Holloway, Christian institutions have exchanged poetry for
packaging. Liturgy has become a smorgasbord of self-reflexive experiences
rather than its effacement to beholding.
Wednesday, September 05, 2012
IX Manchester Talk May 31, 2012
This ken-gnosis is not confined to the mind: Isaac of Nineveh and
the Cloud-author among others
tell us that the very physiology of the person is changed by the work of
silence. It is not insignificant that Isaac emphasises this shift in terms of
the human relationship with nature. He says that not only is '...the body and
the appearance of the face...changed', but the re-centering causes '...the
burning of the heart on behalf of the entire creation, human beings, birds
animals—even all that exists...he even extends this [compassion] to the various
reptiles....' Such a person '...approaches beasts of prey, and as soon as their
gaze alights upon him, their wildness is tamed and they approach him and attach
themselves to him as their master, wagging their tails and licking his hands
and feet. For they smell from him the scent which wafted from Adam before his
transgression...which was taken from us and given back to us anew by Christ...
for it is He who has made the smell of the human race sweet.' Modern scholars
confined to their dusty rooms might interpret these texts as metaphor, but
anyone who has lived a life integrated in the wilderness will testify to their
lived truth.
The process of the
work of silence can be summed up in the single word behold. Behold
is not an archaic word: it was used by Pico Iyer in a New York Times Opinion piece on New Year's Day this year; it was
used by CNN in a headline on March 2; both educated and uneducated people use
and understand it intuitively and correctly; and, if I may echo the apostle
Paul, in my experience, uneducated people understand it far better than the
debaters of this age.
An entire book
could be written about behold: indeed,
one has. It's known as the bible, and not only is behold arguably the most important word in it,
understanding behold is essential
to biblical interpretation. This word occurs more than 1300 times in Hebrew and
Greek in the imperative form alone, and there are many other words and
expressions that signify, and should be translated with the word behold.
It is shocking
that the NRSV uses behold only
twenty-seven times in the Old Testament and not at all in the New Testament. Behold is the first word of covenant in Genesis 1:29. All
God ever asks of human beings is to behold. It is because the people refuse to behold that the law is given
(Exodus), according to a standard view. But Margaret Barker suggests that the
Second Temple reformers establish the law precisely in order to suppress the beholding that characterised the First Temple, a
move weirdly parallel to the suppression of the work of silence in the medieval
West thousands of years later.
Echoing Genesis
1:29, announcing the new creation, behold
is the first word of the last sentence that Jesus speaks to his disciples
before he ascends in the gospel of Matthew: 'behold, I am with you until the
end of time.' His enduring presence is in the beholding itself, the en-Christing movement of kenosis described in
Phil. 2:5-11: 'Let this mind be
in you that was in Christ Jesus'. Jesus was a person; Christ is a process of theosis, of mutual indwelling, that Jesus embodies, teaches and restores to
us.
Behold is the
word of incarnation. One might even say that incarnation expresses the optimal
relationship of the mind's two epistemologies. In the bible, behold is specifically linked to the kingdom of heaven, for example in Luke
17:21, '...Behold, the kingdom of heaven is within you'. Behold exposes the essential relationship of the Old
Testament to the New; it shows us that the New Testament cannot exist without
the Old.
Saturday, September 01, 2012
VIII Manchester Talk May 31, 2012
Nicholas of Cusa
appears to be the last church official to understand and teach the work of
silence. With his passing, Christianity in the West inevitably became
increasingly centred in the unreal world of self-consciousness. This loss of
understanding and practical knowledge of the work of silence—the way to escape
the the imprisoning self-conscious mind—was a major factor in Luther's crisis
of conscience.
However, even in
the face of the church's official policy of suppression, knowledge of the work
of silence was not entirely lost: it was kept alive, by individuals such as the
nuns at the end of the 15th century who made and circulated
clandestine copies of Marguerite Porete's Mirror of Simple Souls. It continued and continues to be kept alive by
humanists, dissidents, poets, hymn-writers and anyone who observes his or her
own mind.
It's important to
observe in passing that the autonomy of the work of silence suggests that
tracing chains of supposed influence can be deceiving: writers such as Origen,
Gregory of Nyssa, Evagrius, Pseudo-Denys, Richard of St Victor, Bonventure,
Eckhart and the Cloud-author could have
written their texts in isolation, though of course the language and form of
their texts would have been different. In Petrarch, Gerson and Nicholas of
Cusa, to name but three authors, the shift in understanding of the work of
silence is clearly marked: in Petrarch by his ascent of Mt Ventoux; in Gerson
by the change in his language and emphasis towards the end of his life; and in
Cusa by his shipboard insight on his way home from Asia Minor, which caused him
to write the Docta Ignorantia.
To summarise:
self-knowledge, then, is not merely a moral inventory but an engagement with
and understanding of the spiralling process of continual exchange by which the
two epistemologies work together to effect a quite literally trans-figurative
conversion in the human person; that is to say, the self-conscious mind yields
what it calls experience to the deep
mind, and the deep mind clarifies, enlarges and returns to the self-conscious
mind a new perspective on its experience: it changes the way we
figure things out. When Evagrius says Who
prays is a theologian and who is a theologian prays, he is making an empirical statement, for in his day, it was understood
that doctrine emerges from interpretation of the mind's work with silence. We
might call this optimal working of the mind ken-gnosis.